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wow i havent been one here in fucking forever!
well there is so much to say.
well the past year i havent been on.... my bf patrick came back....but everyone knows that. i failed 9th grade and so far am passing 10th. umm i went to my very first concert... THREE DAYS GRACE...I LOVE THEM! and i am doing modeling!
but thats just half of it.
this week is finals and im ready i think...lol
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[05 Mar 2006|01:23am] |
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im at my brothers and i really miss my baby to death and its killing me cuz hes really upset at me. i miss him so much. i wish he was online so i could talk to him and tell him how much i love him. which he already knows but its good to reasure it!
oh yeah by the way for those of u that think this
ive heard it from every one asking if its true....but no we are not ingagded...im 14 hello...u ppl crack me up!
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[28 Feb 2006|05:01pm] |
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this fucking sucks....rob wants me to go to his house on saturday to babysit joe's fiancee's daughter and patrick is flipping out and now wont talk to me.
i wont go ..... he needs to fucking talk to me...i hate fighting and tomarrow is also our 7 months of going out, and yet we will be fighting
i hate this.
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| yes im updating finally! |
[12 Feb 2006|06:39pm] |
hey!
this weekend was a blast!
well except for the end of friday
i went to dinner with patrick and 2 other ppl
saterday i ended up going to the fucking saterday skool...i didnt bring homework so i read this weird book...yes i can read!
then patrick came and got me...then i cleaned my room and went to his house and did the dishes which was digusting. but then hung out
sunday....i went to church...haha
then i went bowling with patrick, mindi, her bf, corey, and this other guy...he fell asleep alot!
now im here
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[02 Jan 2006|08:23pm] |
im so fucking sad...i miss patrick, he left this morning and i balled my eyes out. he really is the best thing that happend to me and only certain ppl see that... and support us...u no who u r tho.
he is prolly in school right now and im sad.
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[29 Dec 2005|08:42pm] |
yeah i find this shit funny!
yay... i always wanted a frog to wanna to do me....lol jk
they got the ass part right!
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| today was ..... sad |
[29 Dec 2005|08:23pm] |
yeah well i got up early for once
...about 10:30
called patrick
he came over
and watched amityvill horror
then master and commander
ordered kam's
went to pick it up
ate
then he left
to hang out with marlo
then about 4:50ish he came back over
hung out and talked
then he left
for band pactice
then i got bord
and watched a movie
well part of a movie
then ate
and here i am now
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im bord
and i think
i have an ear infection
yeah life sucks...
only 3 days till
patrick leaves
and i die...
yeah my life really is boring
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[28 Dec 2005|05:31pm] |
this is all the shit that happendsince like last wedsday.
WEDSDAY-
i woke up and begged my mom not to let me go to skool cuz i didnt do my essay cuz i didnt read the book, turns out it was a 1/2 day and i was like yes! i get to sleep! but anyways i called patrick from danni's cell in first hour... we were whatching selena...i love that movie! anyways i go home to find out i cant go to sleep and that i have to clean the house and make it all xmasy cuz my mom was/ prolly still is depressed. we made my house pretty the best we could even tho we have no walls and a ghetto xmas tree.
THURSDAY-
ok i waited all fucking day to see patrick and then amber came over and then around 6ish we went around the block to pass the time till he came over and then when we went to turn the corner amber screamed and ran it took me a second to realize she was running towards patrick so i ran afterher to him. we went back to my house and the he gave me a lil box and in it was a promise ring! it is so fucking goregesse! then we all watched movies and stuff like that! then amber stayed the night.
FRIDAY-
me and amber got up and went out to breafest.
then me and megan went shopping and i got patrick a chain necklace, a gift card and for some reason my mom got him a south pole sweater but he looks sexy in it so it is ok!
SATURDAY-
patrick stopped by for a few minutes to exchange presents...he gave me to stuffed animals and i gave him all the stuff i got him ^. the we went to my aunts house...i got this makeup brush kit and then the new kelly clarkson and carrie underwood cd's.
SUNDAY-
patrick called me at like 8 and everyone was still sleeping. then michealla woke up and went in the liveing room and the told her monm that santa left her a shit load of presents...it was so cute. then my mom didnt get up till 10:30 so we waited to open presents for her. well patrick brought us bagels and we paid him. he is so fucking adorable. so yeah i got the movie crybaby, notebook and a purse puppy....sadly it isnt real.anyways i got somenew makeup(...thanx jenna i needed it!) and then me and jenna got a new tv with a built in dvd player for our room! yeah well we then all went to zenders at frankinmuth for dinner then after that patrick came over and we whatched movies in my room with my new tv!
MONDAY-
yeah i started and i had bad cramps and patrick got me some midol and we went to alexs for breakfest and then went to my hpouse and whatched avp.and other stuff! then later we went to taco bell and then rented the island.
then me and my family went to my moms friend lindas for dinner.
i had horrible cramps and the i was run ning a fever.
so i fell asleep hoping it would stop.
TUESDAY-
well my cramps got worse so i stayed in bed all day till about 3 then patrick came over and we wahtched more movies. and i had a heating pad on my stomach and back the whole time and then i was over heated...it was kinda funny. anyways me and patrick got dinner and we whatched a walk to remeber that movie is sad but so fucking cute!
TODAY-
well i got up at like 1 and then my uncle camed to dropp a big boz of fruit off that was sent bu my cousin from like texas or something like that. then me and patrick went to bk for lunch and again there was my uncle and my cousin arthur. good thing my uncle was at bk and distracted me from the other ppl there....aj, molly l and other ppl. the first thing me and him walked in here comes molly levenson...i hate the bitch with a passion...other reasons...but she then hugged patrick and thats when i got pissed off...i would have cared if it was someone else but it was molly. then we got our food and went to my house to eat. thats abotu it for today.
but g2g...luvs ya
i love you patrick
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[21 Dec 2005|11:11am] |
so i havent updated in a while cuz im lazy.....or just too busy which is odd cuz im never busy.
but yeah patrick is coming home tomarrow and im so fucking excited!i love him so much! yeah so this is life.....i was gonna go see chris brown(run it)
with rob cuz it is at his work but im not cuz patrick doesnt want me to....thats ok tho!
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| i miss him |
[10 Dec 2005|11:49pm] |
omg..... all i can think about is this nancy bitch who is like inlove with patrick...i no it shouldnt bug me but it does...alll i wanna do it bitchher out and let her know that he is mine(literally mine....tell u guys later y) but yeah.
anyways just fixed the background and posting shit!
g2g
i love u patrick!
<333 ya's
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[06 Dec 2005|06:45pm] |
omg if u dont no sucks for u but MY LIFE IS SO FUCKING GOOD!!!!!!!!!
anyways im bord./././././abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz!
i know my abc's....
shit it is almost 645...g2g
I LOVE PATRICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[25 Nov 2005|07:26pm] |
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ok so today i wake up and my mom tells me to get dressed cuz we are going shopping...well to take stuff back to the stores ..... i figured yay new clothesbut nope....we go to khols and the line went all the way around and then to the back of the store. well no i didnt get anything. but yeah and i tryed to call patrick but no answer but apparently he has been calling all day.w/e. well eventually he called all excited cuz he was working and the guy who played detective stabler on s.v.u. was shopping at patricks work and so patrick had enough balls to ask for an autograph. god him and famouse ppl...dont mix them or he wont shut the hell up.lol
anyways im fucking pissed at my mom cuz we havee to eat left overs but the good part of the turkey to me is the dark meat and well there isnt any left cuz of rob but i dont want that anyways cuz she bought cheese sticks and i want them so fucking bad...well she is being herself and saying no and i kept trying to get her to say yes and she had my dad yell at me... god everyone has fucking tampons up their asses.
anyways im bord.
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xoxo
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[20 Nov 2005|02:57pm] |
hey its me,
so i've heard so much different from what patrick said... today around 11:30 i got an im saying he fucked this chick ...the chick that imed me.
i didnt get a name but i really couldnt care anymore. he still hasent told me if it is totaly over or if we r still together but he told mindy we were over thursday night then when i talked to him yesterday he said he still isnt sure. god i love him so much. i wish none of this happened.
i dont want to lose the one i love so much but i like usual fucked everything up. so he is probably going to say it is over.
im so fucking inlove with him.argg...
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xoxo
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[15 Nov 2005|09:27pm] |
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me and patrick are on a break....
he told me to "go fuck a nigger" and some other shit but thats what hurt me the most...i hope he realized that.
dont tell me to break up with him or i will hunt you down and kill you
god why did i have to hang out with him, nick, matt and corey that nnight?
why did i fucking fall in love...
ADVISE TO U PPL THAT R SINGLE.... LOVE IS A PAIN IN THE ASS.
but i still love him...im so in love with him.
im just gonna give him time to cool off and im gonna try to stay alive(mentaly).
but yeah if u read this then dont come up to me at skool and bring this shit up...or all i can say is run the fuck away as fast as u can.
i will always love him
~me~
u can comment but not in person(dont come up to me)
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| GOD FUCKING DAMN IT! WHY THE FUCK NOW? |
[11 Nov 2005|06:47pm] |
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well i go down stair to get some more ice tea and all i see it david...jenna's bf out side our bedroom door and she is crying and i go it she ok and all david says is go talk to ur dad...i knew it he is gone i didnt get to say good bye he is just gonewhy did it happen? he was so close to me and now he is gone, and to think... is my mom ok? i havent seen her in a week.
i called patrick hoping he would pick up the phone but i knew he was gone for the night.
anyone wanna hang out? call me i need to leave my house like right now!
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[08 Nov 2005|09:13pm] |
wtf?!?
megan is being such a bitch... got take some fucking midol.
she is all like isnt it time for bed yet? im like yeah umm no...i dont fall asleep till at least 12 and its 9...ha ur funny ..... her and jenna are like playing best friends and it fucking pissing me the hell off.
o and patrick is pissing me off too.
everything in life is so fucking screwed up its pethetic.
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[07 Nov 2005|06:41pm] |
why the fuck isnt anyone online?
omg u ppl r pethetic!
go online!
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[07 Nov 2005|06:27pm] |
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my sister megan got the rest of my family sick...well acctually michealla did ...she got 1/2 of her preschool sick too... but yeah i stayed home today cuz my stomach, throat and head all hurt so my dad called me in...
i called my mom to check up on my grandpa and he is the same as last night...the lawyer is going over shit about the will and house...not like anyone wants the house... it is in a retirement park so yeah...
im bord...
~me~
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[06 Nov 2005|07:39pm] |
so i at me grandpa's and he is officially in acoma and patrick thinks its bullshit that im in the same house as him but what ever.....i just wish this never happend and the one person i need to be with just tells me to accept it and he knows i cant...i love you too
g2g think about all of this
~me~
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